Thoughts, and memory lane

Brace yourself.....this is a very long post.

So, we had a great time at Christmas and we are so so so glad that my parents were able to come out here and celebrate the holiday season with us, and Brad and Celeste and kids! IT is so nice to be with family during the holidays! BUT I will post pictures and go into more detail at some later time. But for right now, I just have some thoughts I want to write down.

Today at church there was a brand newly baptized member that shared her testimony. She is in high school and was introduced to the church by a girl in our ward, London. Both girls live in the inner-city of Philly and London's mom has passed away. From the things they said they both have had pretty hard lives so far. So, this new member shares her testimony of prayer and her gratitude for the church and for how much her life has changed since being baptized. Then London, also in high school, shares her testimony about how when she asked this girl to come to church, and then watched her grow and be baptized, inspired her to recommit to the church and the gospel standards. She talked about how the other girls that are in the ward help her to be strong in the church, and how grateful she is for being a member of the church and for that close knit group of friends. (Long story...sorry) --So, my thoughts during these testimonies were how incredible London to have the strength and courage to ask the friend to come to church....and how brave and strong of the friend to share her testimony! I regret not opening my mouth more when I was in high school, and telling people what we really believe. So many people have no idea, or have the wrong idea about us and what we believe. I wish I had just planted seeds. Shared a thought or two. There is one particular friend that I constantly beat myself up about not taking more initiative and inviting her to church and what-not. And maybe I planted seeds by example. Everyone knew I didn't drink/do drugs, fornicate, or dress immodestly. But that was it. I know I could have done and been better. And I guess I haven't really thought about it in so long, because I had been living in Utah for the past 8 years, and it was really easy to not think about sharing the gospel because everyone around me was LDS and had the same standards as I did. Coming out to Philly has reignited a desire to share my love and testimony of the gospel of Jesus Christ. Hopefully in my future I will be able to speak up when I can tell that someone is searching for something more. (Goal #1 for 2010)

I am so so so grateful for so many things;

Jesus Christ and the Atonement.

My husband.

My beautiful children.

My family.

The adventure that is Law school.

Friends.

Relaxation.

Quiet moments.

Love.

Change.

Nature.

Beauty.

etc....

I want to make sure I express this as often as I can. At least once a day. Find something and be grateful for it. I think it will keep my spirits up continually. (Goal #2)

Teaching children is my new calling in life, in church, at home, pretty much all the time. It is my full time job. Maybe I need to step it up a little bit and be a better teacher. If I want my kids to learn something, they aren't going to learn it on their own. Well, maybe they will, but it would be easier for them to learn it with my help. SO...I am going to start planning, in advance, the things I want to teach and the things I want my kids to learn. And I will do it by quarters. Every three months, I want them to have completed whatever it is that I decide to teach at that time. Let's see if it works! (Goal #3)

I want to be a better cook. I can follow directions on packages and recipes, but who can't? I want my husband to see me in the kitchen the way he sees his mom. Not sure I can ever get there, but I will try. :) (Goal #4)

That's it. All my goals I think. I can't set any financial goals since it's just debt, debt, and more debt. I am really grateful that we have the new year to remember and recollect the past year, the ups and downs, and the things we want to change about ourselves. I mean, what's the point on this earth if we aren't trying to better ourselves? Anyway. Writing all of this didn't really express my feelings...but it's a start I guess. WELCOME 2010. Nice to see you.

And since I am not a fan of blog posts without pictures, let's go down memory lane together!

This was Kyle on his 2-year mission in Mexico.

I was just barely pregnant with Hallee, at the Bellagio

And Hallee was born

When Hallee won the Little Miss Hawaiian Tropic

Day at the beach with Austin and Sarah

Hallee's 1-year pics

Hallee at 15 or 16 months

Baby Madeline

Sweet sisters
And another angel is born.

Happy graduation daddy!

Hallee turns 2

Little ballerina girl

Story time

Maddie turns the big 1!
And Kyle didn't want me to post this because he is planning to do a big blog about it......

but here is a pic of Maddie's 1-years!

Isn't she so precious!?!?

And that's it! Our family growing up in a nutshell. Next month Kyle and I will be married for 4 years. Time sure flies when you're having fun. :) I love my family so much!